August 31st, 2004

morning...in new flat

woke up with the sun in my eyes. have to shift back the bed, in this position my face gets the best of the east sun from my verandah door....once or twice is fine but i dont think my late nights will support waking ups at 6am everyday!
and a bad dream. dreamt that suddenly roomie also left...and so have other frnds of mine. me left alone in this ppl foresaken city. Ah! the miseries and confines of a job! a devil if u ever knew one. its what makes u tick and makes u live in a city where u have no intentions to. and u cant leave it coz u like it. is everything like this? u-cant-live-with-it,-u-cant-live-without-it kinds? more u get to see of life more it seems like that.