October 30th, 2004

tired

Define habits. anything which u do everyday, which u cant do without. Right from arising out of others' perceptions to from ur own weaknesses. right from going to the loo in the morning to saying hi to ur colleagues to even staying late in office.
habits - difficult to get out of, addictive. to break from an addiction is extremely difficult, and to break from a benign habit, even more difficult. Becoz one does not find the reason to generate all that energy for the will power to do it. worse if it hurts somebody.
everyday i meet somebody bogged down by their habits, and so few trying to battle them.
a battle leaves u drained and tired. then u think, arent u better off with the habit than with this tired feeling, this conflict...