I know some ppl who want to get out of the habit and look for encouragement outside...apart from family. And in these cases, it not unusual that I have been looked at indirectly to give support to their 'noble' cause. Well, I have found myself strangely dipassionate about it. Not even dispassionate. Totally uncaring. Could not care less. Unable to emote positively, negatively or even be as dispassionate as I am.
Guess trying to make my father quit and not having any success has taught me that smoking is something that is totally independant and person-dependant. If you want to quit. Yuo will. Meanwhile you will try to play games (as in 'Games people Play'-Eric Berne) and appease your guilt. Perhaps thats what plays in my subconcious and Im indifferent.
But there are some "(d)evils" that are to be combated personally.
PS- Wish someone refilled my bottle of water...even better if that were beer!